I am once again coming to BYC for prayer's. My Granny has been in the hospital for over a month and she is just not getting any better. I recieved a phone call today saying that they were calling all of the family members in to the hospital. Her kidney's have shut down and her blood pressure is dropping. They do not think that she is going to make it much longer. I have not been able to get over there today because it is summer time and I have 4 kids at home that I have to tend to. All of the people that usually keep my kids are busy doing other things or they are out of town. So I am sitting here, at home, waiting on the dreaded phone call. I did get to talk to my Granny just a few minutes today and she is tired. She said that she is ready to go home This is my daddy's mom. I lost my daddy in 92. I am kicking myself in the butt because I haven't spent very much time with my Granny since the passing of my daddy. I told her that I loved her and that I would be there as soon as I could get there. I know she know's I love her, but I just feel so guilty for not going to see her more. I am sorry for the long post.....I am just not sure where to turn right now.