So, yesterday my 20 year old DD decides she wants to meet her biological father. They last saw each other when she was about 4. We were never married and he was never a part of her life. I e-mailed him this morning, only way I had. He called me back. We talked for almost 2 hours. He would love to see her and shes thrilled. I'm just not sure how I feel. I've always known she would some day want to see him. But talking with him has brought up a whole bunch of memories he and I shared together. He's been divorced for a few years and I'm well on my way to one. We talked like it had been only yesterday and not 16 years. I'm glad she can finally see her other side but I am having feelings surface that have been hidden for 20 years. Oh well,I just needed a kind word and some encouragement. This is harder than I thought it would be.