I hope their is some good coming! All I see right now is the holidays coming and being broke! And Ive def been covered in mud and rain, trying to fix that run. It was mud that sunk you up to your knees! My illness is so weird and I think Ive been tested for almost everything with no for sure result. I hope you find an answer.I know this sounds like a platitude, but sometimes everything goes to crap all at once because you are going to make a BIG shift for the better, and you're getting a giant shove/nudge that it's going to happen soon.
It's the moments leading up to the change: when you're covered in mud and rain, sick and broken and crying, feeling alone and depressed that suck pretty hard. You're gonna be better than ok -- you're gonna be great! You got this!
(I'm dealing with Mystery Illness myself, and I have the MOST unsupportive doctor. I'd fire him if I could, but the only other specialist around isn't taking new patients. I'm stuck with choir boy Doogie Houser....grrrrrr)
On the "up" side: I found 4 eggs yesterday and they were all in a nestbox! Usually 1 is on the poop board, 1 is in a corner and 1 is in the middle of the coop floor! Here is my haul from yesterday! My camera makes everything light, all eggs are a bit darker than they appear in photo. That green looking one is actually more blue.
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