We're leaving Friday. Heading to a Ron Jon resort in Cocoa Beach, paid for by the in-laws. It's a much needed vacation based on what the last year and this year has handed up. Some things answered prayers, some things not so much.
I don't get attached to my chickens like that. If anything happens I look at it like a business cost. ''Oh man, I lost an egg layer..." etc...No emotional attachment, but a $$$ attachment. If that makes sense? BUT, I have been into showing APBTs for over a decade. Recently, my yard was stolen from me which screwed up a lot of things. 1) The thieves stole over 4.5yrs of my breeding program, including my brood female (whom I've found since), 3 of her offspring and another young male. 2) This event has thrown my own little ecosystem off. The dogs aren't there to keep predators at bay so I've had predator problems AND the chicks have been wandering into unknown pasteurs to get lost, eaten, or lay eggs in weird places.
To make a long story short, I feel ya on losing something that you have an attachment to. It sucks. Period.