And the thing that I hate to admit is that there is a huge mental component to eating well. I picked up a book my sister had about the differences between how people without problems with their weight and those who do not think.
I alot of if was blah blah blah, but what hit home with me is that everything I eat is a choice. When I look at food I now think, am I really just thristy, am I really just upset, am I really just tired, or am I really hungry. Then I ask--how does this food work for me. Is this protein, fiber, fat, carb. how does this fit what I need right now?
I had a really good conversation with a few other women on my van pool the other day. One has been on Weight Watchers for years and has stalled out, one has been trim all her life, one is doing a work sponsored excercise/diet program, and me. The trim lady said that before she eats anything--I mean anything--she rates her hunger on a scale of 1 to 10 (1 is tummy rumbling starving and 10 is Thanksgiving dinner stuffed). She uses this rating to decide if, what, and how much she eats. If she dosen't rate her hunger at less than 5 she chooses not to eat. I was a relevation to the rest of us.
I'm not ready for that much freedom yet. I'm still re-learning what a portion actually is and trying to kick my carb addiction. But I've been practicing rating my hunger, and it starting to feel like I will have to power to make a conscious choice and give my body what it really needs when I hit my target weight.