Thank you guys. I will look to the victories... Like today..... Husband was double over in pain... I am feeling so much better with my doctors that I was able to get all the kids dressed and ready and drive hubby to the urgent care.... I couldn't have done that a year ago!!!!! That's a huge blessing... Plus the extra strength I needed to get dinner and pet work done. The apt spent our emergency funds with three prescriptions and visit... But my being able to be in control and mobile and be able to take hubby to the doctors is a big victory!!!! Attimus... You are a good man. Thank you.