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Been battling depression today. I went out and work in the yard really hard for a couple of hours. The yard looks good... Mowed, raked, the billion of apples raked up. Compost situated... And even have a plan now for my covered bath stations for the birds. The wood on the mailbox has been changed and isn't hanging anymore... But none of this snapped me out of it. So far Alice is the only one that layed for me... I might have disturbed the other two when I was out dinking around. I researched beginner gardening and wrote out all I want... Debating on a green house. Hemming and hawing. Financial struggle, fighting boys and knowing school starts tomorrow is stressing me out. One of the what seems like 100 people that live in this tiny house scavenged lumber and threw it into oft compost.. That didn't help the mood as I stacked everything properly. It just seems like no one thinks before doing and chores and chaos follow for me to fix. I will snap out of it. My mom was really sweet today and made me feel better by just her presence. What can I do about it.... Not a whole lot. I guess I will watch stupid tv until it's time for me to rush one off to football and make dinner for the rest. Still a lot of day left... Just no motivation. Totally could have gotten the chicken baths done but just wasn't feeling it.... Yeah, might kick myself for that decision soon. Oh well. Hope everything is going ok for everyone else