I picked Pinkie up. I was going to make sure she was eating properly, so she could get better. Then, she died in my arms.
She looked up at me, right before she died, then she closed her eyes and that was it. She was just gone.
HahaSarah hasn't been on since last year.
Oh Shannon! How terrible!
I've cried so much. I feel sick and dizzy.
I've cried so much. I feel sick and dizzy.
You know, when I saw her this morning, I smiled so much. I thought it was a chance for me to save her and that made me so happy. Then, after I got her food ready, I picked her up and went to feed her. Then she just died. It was so horrible. She looked up at me and closed her eyes, then she just wasn't there anymore. I cried so much and hugged her. Her body just relaxed and everything inside me, all hope and wishing, shattered. I hate it all so much. I can't even stop crying.
I'm probably just annoying everyone by crying.
I don't want anymore chickens. I just can't deal with it.
Keep loving on the animals you still have. They'll provide you with some comfort.
Yeah, I know.
I hugged Dylan for like an hour earlier. I pushed my face into his fluff and he was just like, "Don't be sad."
I just need to cry it out. Then, it'll be easier for me to hold the tears back.
Yeah. I've gotten through some tough times with Dylan. He really is a diamond star.
I know it is. But I have cried so much I feel sick. I cried the day Chilli died, that night, the day after, then I was kinda okay for a bit, then I cried the day before Lovey died, that night, the day Lovey died, that night, the next day, the day Pinkie collapsed, that night and today. I don't want to cry anymore. I'm so exhausted and heartbroken. I didn't even consider that I could lose half of my flock in less than a week. Plus Chilli too.
I picked Pinkie up. I was going to make sure she was eating properly, so she could get better. Then, she died in my arms.
