I've cried so much. I feel sick and dizzy.
You know, when I saw her this morning, I smiled so much. I thought it was a chance for me to save her and that made me so happy. Then, after I got her food ready, I picked her up and went to feed her. Then she just died. It was so horrible. She looked up at me and closed her eyes, then she just wasn't there anymore. I cried so much and hugged her. Her body just relaxed and everything inside me, all hope and wishing, shattered. I hate it all so much. I can't even stop crying.
I'm probably just annoying everyone by crying.
I don't want anymore chickens. I just can't deal with it.