MY heart is HEAVY....We could not get the local vet AH vet to see her. I finally called one 30 plus miles away....made an appt for euthanizing.....It was Friday..She was drinking so much water wouldn't eat her softened with water food. She got down out of her banana box and walked around still looking for stuff to peck. I asked Hubby to remind me to have us gloves up and check her for an egg....She even came and stood by Hubby chair and SHE : ha ha: when I came down the basement steps. Then while we were getting ready she hid a few time . I tried massaging her sev times she hated it that morning,,. I felt nothing hard etc in her crop jut little big and soft. I was determined to do. the extra for an Xray. She was so good on my lap during the long drive.... We took a cage but I held her and petted her all the way...
He XRAYED her crop area after a sedation in her leg. DANG ME I should have asked for an X-ray for her rest of body.... I started crying so much cause I didn't want to let that beautiful creature go. I AM CRYINg right

now cause I failed her and watched her die. I should have tried harder...It was so sad she wanted so much to live. I will NEVER never forget watching her face and seeing her stick out her little tongue. It was so demeaning...
My heart is broken..still and I am not an animal lover...she was the best so loving and gentle....I didn't want her autopsyosped cause I didnt want her thrown away but to be buried where she spent her whole life since a chick,
Forgive me. . sweet SWEET Blakey I pray she is running around healthy in heaven...
I wish GOD would have taken her while I was holding her earlier so I didn't have to remember her struggling. I should have asked the vet to treat her......instead first...
Hubby won't let me keep them and take them to our other home.
He thinks he will be able to sell this place with the crew..../// No one want 3 and 4 yr olds that some don't lay even and sick off and on...and luv them like we do and let them run around being chickens....
He said he can't see euthanizing all of them down. it was too hard on us. The vet said he would do all of them for us..
I will never recommend chickens to anyone unless they like heartbreaks,,,,and understand it can be long commitment.....and frustrations...
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