Somehow, i never believed in Santa or that infamous Easter Bunny. Not even as a little kid. Must have read too many scientific books…Aweeeeee!!! That made my heart ache for him! I remember when I was really little I wanted this Sega-pica-coloring-thingy at Toys R Us. I asked Santa every Christmas until I was 8. That year, I didn't ask for it and it was the year I got it but I had already grown out of it. Years later, in my teens, my mom told me that she regretted getting it that year but she said it was the first year they could afford it. I didnt know what struggle was as a little kid, I just thought it was Santa![]()