My Mom's Surgery Is Tomorrow Prayers Needed*BAD UPDATE*

[redhen]

 

[tonini3059]

Well things did not go well just as I expected. They opened her up and found that she has " a thousand tiny lesions" all over her abdominal cavity. So they can not do anything for her. This is twice this has happened first when they first found out it was cancer and now. I just don't know how much more of this I can take. Our only option now is Iv Chemo, which the dr who was going to do the surgery today said previous that it would only give her 6-9 months. I seriously feel like I want to die inside...I keep getting my hopes up and my moms just to be crushed majorly.

 

[Hoosiermomma]

I'm soooo sorry to hear that. Are there any alternative type treatments that you could try? I know when my dad had prostate cancer they used what they called radiation seeds. They were little seed like things that were implanted so the radiation was concentrated in the specific area where the cancer was. Can they do something like that for her only where her cancer is?
I'll keep you and your mom in our prayers!!!!!

 

[kargo]

I'm so sorry. I hope somehow you get a miracle and she is healed, anyway. I have a good idea of how you feel. We would get good news, then bad news, then good news, then bad news....I got to the point where I didn't believe the good news when we got it.

 

[tonini3059]

Well that is what they were going to do they thought it was contained to the liver so they were going to isolate the blood supply to the liver and hook it up to a chem pump for 90 mins then insert another pump inside that would have dripped fresh chemo into her liver. I am going to try to call the Cancer center in Philli to see if they can do something different, but i took her to UPMC Hillman Cancer which is pretty cutting edge, so I do not think there is much. It was so terrible when I saw her right after surgery and she was like whats next am I going to die and started to cry..i just seriously can't take it anymore I'm only 23 this is juat way to much to deal with, Thank god my husband is here to help me or I would really be in trouble.

 

[redhen]

I'm so sorry!

So, so sorry..

 

[miss_jayne]

Brandy, this must just be an awful feeling you are experiencing.

i know you love your mom more than just a 'mom'.

i am still in prayer for you and i am not letting go of that!

Father God, i am coming desperate right now to You not even knowing how to pray for my friend! not even knowing how to feel for her Abba Father! Holy Spirit, pray for me because i have no true feelings of real understanding!
i can only ask believing that this is for Your glory and that You know the plan Jesus! that You already know what to do for Brandy to make her have peace over this and how to help her mom.
Jesus, i just thank You for who You are and that You love us and that Brandy is so special to You and that her mom is precious in Your eyes.
i pray expecting still, even when i see this news today, i will still expect and i will still love and wait on You! amen!!!!


Brandy, i am not going to say, "i know EXACTLY how you feel", because no one does. your twin couldn't NO ONE can. no one is YOU. i can only empathize. i can think of how i would feel and i would feel a thousand ways at once. but feelings are fickle and they'll trick you out of time and emotion and energy.
i speak blessing over you tonight again friend. i speak blessing over your mother and your family. i speak abundance in every aspect of your life.
you have the phone numbers and you use them if you need them! i'm almost always here!!!

 

[tonini3059]

This is just bad new after bad news there has never been good news other than trying this surgery. My mom has been ill since december and misdiagnosed up till Aug. They thought she had a liver abscess and kept giving her antibiotcs for months trying to shrink it. She got pushed from dr to dr, one actually left for Florida after he put her on IV antibiotic and did not tell us untill we tried to contact the office and they told us. Finally we saw a liver transplant Dr who said he was first going to remove a portion of the liver, then half, then opened her up to find out she had cancer and just shut her back up. She them became ill again had to go back in the hospital, have a stent replaced in her liver, developed a blood clot in her leg then lung and went back into the hospital, had to be put on Iv meds again for two weeks now this...........It just never ends! The main thing is my mom always went to the Dr.s for check ups and everything that is the major thing that bothers me why her there are people who have problems and refuse to see a dr, but not her......

 

[tonini3059]

I will just don't feel like actually talking i just cry too much. So as I try to speak about it I just start to cry. I can't even talk to my own family I make my husband do it.

 

[kargo]

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Every situation is different. I never tell anyone I know how they feel, because I don't. I refuse to say that, because I hate when people say that to me.

I'm sorry that you keep getting bad news. My dad was so sure God was going to heal him...and it never happened. It really goes to show that whatever God wants is what happens.... hopefully He'll heal your mom. Sorry, stink at giving advice, but I tried...