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Fireflylane
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Thank you so much yours brought me to tears for sure@Fireflylane there are no words or emoticons that can convey how sorry I am for your loss and how saddened I am by the trauma you have endured since your accident.
I know that walk out to visit your babies was an important part of your recovery. in 2015 I had a tendon transfer in my left leg. My husband would push me out to my flock and they would climb onto my lap and tell me the latest news. That flock is gone now for a variety of reasons and life is not the same without them. But I made sure that they went to people who care for them.
Your babies are gone in a way not so different than your accident. You have buried them in your sunflower patch, which sounds like a lovely place to be. The flower heads may bend down, and shower them with seeds.
You did not fail your flock. You did not fail them! You did everything within your power to love them and keep them safe. People say that chickens don't " and that they only come running because we are a source of treats and food. People say all kinds of things that I don't agree with. My chickens are all different. Some are downright silly, some affectionate, some are divas. How do I know that I'm more than a food truck??? Because I can do surgery on their foot and they will still cuddle on my lap.
I hope that in time your visits to the sunflower patch will be ones full of happy memories, and that your flock will grow once more until it is filled with different fluffy butts. I thought that I wouldn't be able to start another flock. My husband convinced me to file for a variance to change the zoning for our property. 4 months later it was approved and I got to have a small flock. My neighbors and I miss my roosters, but the hens come running to the fence when they see the back door open, and that is when I feel that everything is right in my world.
You have 3 babies to spoil rotten! Get a few of those chicken diaper thingies and keep them with you whenever you can! ( And let me know how the diapers work!) Those 3 chicklets will be the start of your new flock. It never goes away, but it does get better and you sound like you will overcome this summer with the help of your friends and family, and your dogs and feathered friends.
Look to the sunflowers, my friend.