Official Pagan Thread!

[saddina]

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I don't read for myself.

X 2 .. i dont trust myself to not see what I want in the cards...

That and if the good isn't euphoric better than ever good, it's a let down. Or i worry so much on how bad the bad'll be that i make it worse. Truth is I'm just a tad too strong willed to be an instrument of fate.

 

[Organics North]

I am a firm believer that ones thoughts can and do effect outcomes on all levels and scales.

Positive thoughts to all of you..

Here it is a a down right weird day. I am dizzy and disorientated. The chickens are going on the roofs of buildings! Lots of complaining and cackling...

Hmmm, yesterday on a gut feeling I built a Pentagon flower box to go around the power pole in the yard. This morning I put up strings going up in a spiral from the 5 points of the pentagon. (I think the morning glories will like it.. But it seems to be having quite an influence on the energy field around here..

ON

 

[ebwy]

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I can't set up an alter here... even for my own stuff I have to assemble, do what I need to do,then disassemble it

I made him a talisman and that's pretending to be an ornament... but at least we have a roof over our heads, so I'm not going to go against fiance's parents' wishes (they're christians, nominally at least)

thank you x

 

[CoopCrazy]

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I can't set up an alter here... even for my own stuff I have to assemble, do what I need to do,then disassemble it

I made him a talisman and that's pretending to be an ornament... but at least we have a roof over our heads, so I'm not going to go against fiance's parents' wishes (they're christians, nominally at least)

thank you x

Sorry Ebwy .. Didnt realize you had to be closeted... Ill get that gree gree done ..

 

[ebwy]

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I'm 25 weeks, so just over half way. He's moved a bit more today, so I'm not as worried.
I did work out that the trousers I wore yesterday are too small now, so I'm down to 2 pairs I can wear now. Which means I either need to get sewing or shopping! Neither's an appealing prospect. I hate buying clothes for myself.
His daddy did a cast on him last night to help, which was a little bit odd, because his hands go really hot. I know I was expecting warm but there was a red mark on my abdomen where he'd been touching me.

 

[ebwy]

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I can't set up an alter here... even for my own stuff I have to assemble, do what I need to do,then disassemble it

I made him a talisman and that's pretending to be an ornament... but at least we have a roof over our heads, so I'm not going to go against fiance's parents' wishes (they're christians, nominally at least)

thank you x

Sorry Ebwy .. Didnt realize you had to be closeted... Ill get that gree gree done ..

It's more a case of trying not to rock the boat, if you see what I mean.
they've been good to me so I don't want to upset them, and I think it would upset his mum at least.
His dad is more open... made him a willow protection talisman to keep in the car, that kind of thing is ok.
but I think an altar would stretch even his acceptance, so I don't do it. I just go and "talk to the trees" in the garden sometimes, they think I'm a bit odd but they accept it as long as I check the chickens have water and play with the dog while I'm out there (not exactly a hardship!)

 

[CoopCrazy]

Ok folks I could really use some help today.. Some of oyu know my story about my boys and also about my house fire a few years ago..

For those who dont, quick recap I had lived with my best friend and her two teenage children for about 3 yrs , known her and the kids for about 8, well one night between 1am and 5am while my bf and I were at work a fire started at our home , the fire took both of her children and I had to help pull them from the home and perform CPR as well on them ... This caused me immense pain , anger , and put me onto a path of trying to kill myself thru crystal meth... So I have been clean for almost 3 years now and have been able mangae my depression thru medication and EMDR..

Well last night my two adopted children came home from spending the night with their Bio Grandmother, and I guess at one point while at her home got ahold of a lighter.. I went in to put them in their own beds last night and smelled soemthing burning.. They had lit their pillowcase and a few toys on fire and when i opened the door they hid them in their bedsheets... I had a complete nervous breakdown last night that has left me so on edge that I can barely breathe, I am at wrok as there is no one to replace me and am having major anxiety issues and ion the verge of tears.. Please keep me in your thoughts today as it is going to be a hard day to get thru .. Also the 5 yr anniversary of the kids's death from the house fire is May 3rd so this time is always hard for me... Thank you

 

[Organics North]

ON

 

[farmerlor]

Oh, I'm so sorry. I can see how something like that would bring your whole world crashing down. I'm sending you some healing, strengthening energy to help you get through this difficult time.

 

[deb1]

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Coopcrazy, that would have scared me also and I haven't been what you have been through. Most people-but kids especially - have a fascination with fire, so when you are calm you might want to explain again(and again and again) about the dangers of fire to them. Maybe give them something safe that they can light under your supervision like a candle.

Yes, I will send you all my positive thoughts.