it was a "rent to own" contract made up by the original owner, and notarized. our only hope is to go back on them for the money we paid, but it appears the court will just say its "rent". and since they are filing bankruptcy, we will probably never get our money back anyways.
there are ways we can make this farm work, and stay here with our flock. i really do love these chickens. that is what is making the decision so hard. i really dont know what we are going to do, we just keep talking in circles. we do have several options, its just trying to make the right decision.
if we did stay and keep this farm afloat until spring, it will have a descent income. but one disease could wipe us out.
i keep asking myself what risk is bigger.
sorry i dont mean to be whining to you guys, you asked why; so i told you. if we do decide to sell, i will let you guys know first.