You will, especially as you watch the antics of the rest of your brood! And if you get them all to adulthood (which at this point is HIGHLY likely!,) then raising 13 out of 14 are a lot better odds than many of us ended up with on our first go-round ... myself included!All I can do is learn to cope with it, I used to always count my chicks now it was always 14 now when I count it’s 13 and it breaks my heart somehow it’s constantly playing all over again in my mind but I’ll get through it hopefully