This is a really good question.
For me, I worry about not being humane enough. I am very attached to animals in general, and have been for my whole life. I have been "quilled" rescuing a porcupine from a trap, have jumped into a river to rescue a baby bird that fell from the nest (then raised it and released it) I have stopped my truck when I came across a squirrel that was "stunned" and moved it to the side of the road to recover - rescued turtles, baby animals of all types and kinds, the list is endless.
That being said, I also have a deep seated disgust for the meat industry, and the lack of humane treatment of the animals. I hate the conditions, the whole thing. We have our own chicks now because of this. We are also going to begin getting our meat from a local dairy and meat farm, because I just cannot buy it at a grocery store. We also have a 9 year old who is allergic to dyes, preservatives, and artificial sweeteners. When she had a reaction to chicken bought from a store (because they soak and inject the meat with "water" to enlarge, and it contains artificial ingredients, I nearly wanted to just go vegan lol.
We are slowly beginning the process of being more responsible for the food on our table - but I do not know if I can be the one to butcher. I have never had a problem ending the pain of an animal suffering, and I have helped along numerous animals hit on the side of the road, because I just can't turn a blind eye to it. But I do not know if I am ready to raise something myself for slaughter, either. I do support those who can - and hope they live close to me and enjoy doing favors
