I'm so sorry! My buffy is my first love! Just know that she had a great life, and know that you will be with her again when you reach heaven. I can't imagine loosing Ginger, my most amazing chicken ever... I will dread the day it comes.
Thanks everyone. And I'm sorry for those of you that have lost your BO's as well.
No, we have no idea what scared her. I was at Disneyland with my kids, my brother and SIL and my niece. And my husband was at work. He came home and found her.