Saw the doctor at UNC today. Not really the answers I wanted, but we'll just have to LIVE with them. Beings this is the 2nd reoccurrence of my cancer and that it's spread from where it was originally to more lymph nodes and other organs, it is considered incurable and eventually terminal. Someone has asked what Stage it is. Basicly anytime a cancer moves into other organs it's considered as Stage 4.
NOW that said, it is treatable! We have several options available to us in addition to a couple of clinical trials we are going to see if we can get into. More chemo and other "targeted" treatments will be first up to try to kill of the current tumors. Problem is, my cancer is a gene that has gone bonkers. It's a gene that everyone has, mine has just mutated. Just because mine has gone nuts doesn't mean that someone else in the family is at any higher risk of developing my type of cancer than any person walking around the mall. It's not hereditary. Even after we kill off the tumors, they are going to keep coming as long as we can't get that mutant gene to stop making more. Surgery isn't really an option at this point.
So we keep fighting. Keep taking whatever treatments we can find. Keep LIVING!! I have too much I still want to do with my life to quit now. The Grim Reaper is going to have to run me over with a bus if he wants me anytime soon!!
Hang tuff!! Only positive thoughts!! It's all part of the big dance we call life.
Love ya'll!!!