So....talk about.....CANCER SUPPORT THREAD !!

Either she finds her way, or she will just make it tougher for herself. Either way, she'll learn. Heck, I hope I learn something! I think she'll be alright after her first dose, I think that's the clinker...... that first dose of reality. Just be there for her for that. Hey, let us know how it goes with her, hopefully she'll calm down and be OK.


Well, I went to the Doc's today at 4:15 so DH could come with me. My CT scan was "fine" whatever that means. I got the lowdown with the oncology nurse about the "cocktail" I'll be taking. They start you slow with the drip of chemicals to make sure of your reactions. If you have any symptoms that they need to be aware of, they're there for you to control it. It's the beginning of treatment that you have to be on top of. I will be taking Taxol and Carboplatin (cytotoxic) sounds pleasant doesn't it?
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I will be getting this every 21 days. It's the first few days that I have to worry about, like fevers or constant barfing, if my temp goes over 100.5 I have to call during business hours, otherwise, I go to the Emergency Room and tell them I'm a chemo patient etc. and they will fix me. I truly hope that doesn't happen. Give me the barfs with no fever and I'll be good, I promise! They put in the prescriptions for me: prednisone
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to help with allergic reactions and nausea, and another one strictly for nausea.....whatever. Anyway I have all the printouts to read up on.

My first treatment will be next Wednesday, the 21st. I'm so glad it wasn't tomorrow, it's my birthday and I don't want to spend it doing anything "MEDICAL". I was supposed to go to the hospital to have the bandages and stitches removed that day too, but I'll go there on Friday instead. Screw that. I don't want to go on my birthday.
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I'll go over the chemical meds over the weekend while I'm mellow.......no need to stress myself out needlessly. I was also reminded that I should cut my hair shorter. I already cut it pretty short in my book. So, I'll take my chances, I'm always shaving DH's head every couple of weeks to keep him looking mean, so if my hair starts clumping out, he'll have to shave my dome that's all.
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One small saving grace.....I was told this concoction I should not lose my eyelashes or eyebrows !!?? Maybe that won't be too bad......she did say that your eyelashes are very good at keeping stuff out of your eyes....which, of course we all know. But every little bit helps. I have to worry about germs, and other people now......I will be fatigued and that could keep on for a couple of years afterwards.
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And then there's the neuropathy
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Oh well, this should be some trip I'll be going on since it's an adventure in the making.
 
Taxol- you are defiantely going to loose your hair. Mine came out just before the 2nd treatment. I lost everything but my eyelashes and eyebrows and the hair on my arms. EVERYTHING if you know what I mean!!
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I didn't have to shave my legs for almost a year. Still haven't had the armpit hair come back.

Carboplatin-- is the stuff that's going get your taste buds. I couldn't even taste the sweetness of tea I had brought with me to my treatment before it was over. When I was able to eat, I ate things with lots of spice so that I could taste them.

I was on Phenogrin for the nausea. They gave me a dose of something at the beginning of my treatment that lasted 3 days. I even went Kayaking after treatments (twice). Treatments were on Thursday, I knew by noon on Sunday it would start. Steriods make me crazier than I already am. I can feel my hair grow, feel air moving across my skin, sweat like a pig, and
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more than normal. After my 3rd treatment I told them, "No More", just let me barf myself simple, without the stuff that made me nuttier. (Apologize to your husband now. Tell him the steroids are going to make you manic and don't mean half the things you may say or do, lol) The last treatment didn't seem as bad as the first 3 with not doing the steroids but that's just how they make me. "Roid Rage" I get it bad.

It would last for a couple of days but then I would start getting my strength back. Lots and lots of liquids are the key. Keeps you from cramping up. I would get leg craps from dehydration if I didn't stay on top of it.

I didn't know how much I was truely loved until I was dealing with chemo. I was sitting on the throne with it coming from both directions. My dog, Spook, sat there by me with my head in a bucket, licking my forehead and neck for over an hour. She would leave, get a drink, and come back at it with that cold wet tongue trying to make me feel better.



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Don't think I would have made it without her or my hubby by my side
 
Thank you for the Birthday wishes.
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Thank you Opa, that's sweet of you. It's a beautiful day here, it's gonna hit 75 and there's a gorgeous blue sky. I have go out at some point today to buy my sister a BD gift too. DH will probably take me to the Longhorn for a steak dinner, hopefully I'll be in the mood.

I'm also going to get some gardening done as much as I can before next Wednesday. I was told I shouldn't garden because of the potential for dirt and germs.
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I have a bunch of seedlings started, so I don't know what to do with them now. Maybe I should just buy some rubber gloves...... I guess I really have to be careful. I didn't mention the chickens
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I figure I'll use whatever common sense I have and just be careful. I'm the only one that takes care of them, but if it gets to where I shouldn't get too close to them, well it's gotta be DH then, I'll have to show him what to do. So I'll basically be sitting on the sidelines watching other people do what I usually do.
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That'll drive me batty, I'm a doer.

Yes, this will be a strange adventure. I had my cup of coffee and was going to read up on the list the Dr gave me. But caffeine and scary stuff doesn't mix well this early in the morning, so I'll read that list later.
 
Add more wishes for a happy, contented birthday!
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ETA, work on the relaxing thing and letting others do fo you- pretend you are Elizabeth Taylor as Cleopatra!
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