Sometimes i figure something out that seems rather obvious and simple to me, but when i tell my friends, no matter how many times i tell them, they don't understand. i could stand there explaining it for hours and they would be no where closer to understanding. it drives me insane! like i'm reading a book by joe hill, stephen king's son, and they all think i'm morbid because of it. i'm not morbid, not at all. i just find it interesting. i also think its fun to be scared. when i said that to them, they went crazy. i said to them "have you ever watched a scary movie?" their response, "yes of course." me: "why?" they were silent, so i continued. "because you wanted to be scared. you wanted to have that feeling. you wanted your heart to race, you wanted to be looking everywhere afraid of what is there." them: "what?! are you crazy!" so i tried explaining more. "you see a man shot and dead on the ground, you go to look. it grosses you out, and you are scared, but you stay anyways. you hear a wierd noise, you go towards it, not away. instead of just leaving it be and getting away like animals would do, you go figure out what it is. whatever it is will probably scare you." they ended with i'm insane and morbid and i don't make any sense. i'm so confused! i thought this was so obvious! and i'm not morbid at all. i like ghost stories, yeah, i find them interesting and it gets me thinking. does anybody get my logic here?!?
