Okay, I need to share something that happened today. I was at a 50th birthday party for a friend of mine. I was sitting next to another friend and we started talking about how her DP (who is an awesome guy) is starting a new venture. As she was telling me about it, I realized that this is where I need to be working. He's starting a treatment facility for alcohol and drug addicted teenage boys. Because there will be an inpatient facility, the school districts must pay for teachers for those students, similar to when a child requires a tutor because he or she is out of school due to a physical problem. As we were talking about it, I had an overwhelming feeling that this is what I was meant to do.
It's not going to happen overnight - they're about a year away from opening the facility. The building (which is here in my hometown) needs construction to create housing and lock down wards, etc. And I'm not HS or Special Ed certified, which I would need to be. But I came home and did some research and found out that there's a graduate program for teaching students with disabilities grades 7-12 (I'm already general education certified for Pre-K through 6). Two of the colleges I have degrees from (yeah, I know) have programs for this certificate. I'm an alumni, so admissions wouldn't be a problem. I'm unemployed so I have the time to go to school and do student teaching, etc., etc. I'd have to add to my student loan burden, but I'm going to check into getting grants, etc. because I'm unemployed and have to "re-tool". And hey, I'm probably going to die owing my student loans anyway, so throw another log on the fire!
Most importantly, I would be working with kids in small groups, which I want to do, and using my experience and sobriety to give something back in return for all I've received. It feels so RIGHT! Fingers crossed it all works out. But the area of greatest need for teachers right now is HS Special Education, so even if this particular venture doesn't come through, I'll be certified in an area where there are actual JOBS.