OG Anomaly
Songster

I hope you can forgive yourself (and your sisters) soon, it's terribly sad but I'm sure you all learned a hard lesson and it won't happen again.
The fact that you feel so badly about it speaks volumes of your character.
Soon enough you will be taking care of more babies and the sadness and guilt you feel now, will be tempered by the joy and happiness of helping the new ones grow and flourish under your care.
Best wishes, hope you feel better soon.

