I will try... Expect it to all be good... Right now I am a basket case barely able to keep up on my appointments with my regular doctor and the oncologist for radiation, and Oncologist for my surgery, and the Sleep doctor.... Getting my final sleep test with the CPAP machine and its adjustments.Please do, we all NEED to know that things are moving along as opposed to ASSUMING they are![]()
An UH OH call in for me to get a blood test today....
Grandmas Appointments... Moms Appointments.... Got to get all them done before I can get a schedual done for Radiation... ONce I get Radiation appointments set then Our life can go back to pretty much normal...
Believe me I wouldnt be talking so much about this and consuming bandwidth but for ever I have had a general fear of hospitals... Even when family members went in for surgery I would have to sit in the hall and look down... seeing someone with an IV walkint with a holder with a bag on it sends me spirialing.
My coping mechanisms are Humor oftentimes inappropriate and very off color on occasion. Writing stories... Science fiction... and Prose. Sketching..... I wish I could do wire work right now but I cant focus on it at all.... besides its not something you can carry with you like knitting. even though it takes the same amount of tools.
I am getting better. but still will never be totally comfortable in a hospital environment....
deb


