Things you wish you could say

[chickentrains]

I never thought I'd wish for school again. I haven't been in school since March 2020. I haven't seen most of my friends since the day before school shut down. A few I saw when I was in color guard, which ended in September. 7 Months without seeing any of my friends in person. We don't talk much anymore. I message them and our conversations are dry or they don't reply at all. I miss my friends, I miss normalcy. I'm tired of the same thing every day.. I can't even begin to describe how lonely I am.

 

[Isadora]

I never thought I'd wish for school again. I haven't been in school since March 2020. I haven't seen most of my friends since the day before school shut down. A few I saw when I was in color guard, which ended in September. 7 Months without seeing any of my friends in person. We don't talk much anymore. I message them and our conversations are dry or they don't reply at all. I miss my friends, I miss normalcy. I'm tired of the same thing every day.. I can't even begin to describe how lonely I am.

 

[CarpCharacin]

I haven't had IRL friends since elementary school, and those "friends" weren't the best of friends.

 

[EmmaRainboe]

I haven't had IRL friends since elementary school, and those "friends" weren't the best of friends.

Same.

 

[tripletfeb]

Sinister used to mean left handed. It changed meaning because people who were left handed were considered untrustworthy and possibly evil.

Both my parents are left handed. They told us kids that when they were in school, the nuns(catholic school) tried to teach them to write with their right hand. The nuns said writing left handed was the work of the devil. Their reasoning was because Jesus sits at the right hand of God. Meanwhile, out of six girls, only one of us is left handed

 

[chickentrains]

I haven't had IRL friends since elementary school, and those "friends" weren't the best of friends.

I went without friends for 4 years, finally made a few in color guard, and they all ghosted me. I don't know what I'll do. I've always been the complete outcast. Nobody wants to be my friend.

 

[EverythingDucks]

I never thought I'd wish for school again. I haven't been in school since March 2020. I haven't seen most of my friends since the day before school shut down. A few I saw when I was in color guard, which ended in September. 7 Months without seeing any of my friends in person. We don't talk much anymore. I message them and our conversations are dry or they don't reply at all. I miss my friends, I miss normalcy. I'm tired of the same thing every day.. I can't even begin to describe how lonely I am.

I feel you. The last time I saw a friend of mine was October 2019. And I haven't seen any the people that I used to hang out with at a homeschool co op since sometime in spring of 2019.
Of course I haven't gotten texts from any of them since around Thanksgiving last year.

When I first met them, now over 5 years ago, I thought maybe I could actually have some friends since I used to move every year. Being homeschooled I never got to even see people at school.

Though I have gotten to hang out with my little brothers friends, who are much younger than me but the girl is more mature. I've gotten her interested in animals too. She went from being terrified of snakes to loving them in the same day after I showed her how sweet they can be.


I've been feeling really lonely the past few months though. The most social interaction I get is from teaching dog training, the occasional errand, and I sometimes get to talk to people while walking the dogs.

The only friends I have now are the people here on BYC. I think they're the reason I'm still able to hold on in life.

 

[chickentrains]

I feel you. The last time I saw a friend of mine was October 2019. And I haven't seen any the people that I used to hang out with at a homeschool co op since sometime in spring of 2019.
Of course I haven't gotten texts from any of them since around Thanksgiving last year.

When I first met them, now over 5 years ago, I thought maybe I could actually have some friends since I used to move every year. Being homeschooled I never got to even see people at school.

Though I have gotten to hang out with my little brothers friends, who are much younger than me but the girl is more mature. I've gotten her interested in animals too. She went from being terrified of snakes to loving them in the same day after I showed her how sweet they can be.


I've been feeling really lonely the past few months though. The most social interaction I get is from teaching dog training, the occasional errand, and I sometimes get to talk to people while walking the dogs.

The only friends I have now are the people here on BYC. I think they're the reason I'm still able to hold on in life.

I don't even know if I have any friends on BYC either. Most don't really want to talk with me. I'm really avoidant of people, Usually if somebody stops me on the street I try and move along and not get too into conversation. Which really makes making friends really difficult. I need a period of warming up, you know? it really makes me sad when the people who I thought where my friends completely stop talking to me. when I do make friends I get really attached to them and I cannot just move on. I miss them a lot.

I'm sorry you haven't seen your friends in awhile. I know the feeling of thinking somebody will stick around but they don't. really hurts.

 

[EmmaRainboe]

I went without friends for 4 years, finally made a few in color guard, and they all ghosted me. I don't know what I'll do. I've always been the complete outcast. Nobody wants to be my friend.

I feel you, I'm always the one who stands to the side, the one no one wants at their table, the one people avoid like the plague.

 

[chickentrains]

I feel you, I'm always the one who stands to the side, the one no one wants at their table, the one people avoid like the plague.

I'm always the last choice, lol.