Hi Julie.
I just want to add to all the other comments. My chickens are my therapy, along with my fish and dogs. I have Rheumatoid Arthritis, which prevents me from doing a lot of things. When I have a flare-up, my husband tries to focus my attention on "babies". I have been having a real tough week, RA wise, but on New Years day, one egg hatched, that is all, just one egg, and I have the most beautiful little buff looking baby. She has really helped to take my mind off the pain. My chickens are my therapy. This post is not suppose to be about me, but an encouraging post. Remember........Your ID says it all!
So, I think to get rid of your chickens now, is very unwise. It will really put you into a state of depression. They will be the ONLY steady thing in your life, they will get by just fine, if you have to go to work. but the main thing is........
DO NOT DO ANYTHING PERMANENT IN A TEMPORARY STATE OF MIND!
This too will pass. I have you on my Prayer list.
God Bless you and keep the Faith! Another door will open, just wait and see!