One day, your life will be whole again! I am glad that you are looking up. Keep trucking! And I know what you mean about the ducks! On the hardest of days, I find so much enjoyment in just watching them. Megan, you were not meant to have to face what you did. You didn't deserve what happened to you.
it only made me stronger becky.
i beleive that everything happens for a reason.
and you aren't dealt a hand that you can't handle.
one day it will all fall into place.
i have a plan for life now,
and i know how to keep it on corse. for the most part lol
but thank you,
hearing that almost made me cry , bcuz its what i use to tell myself.
and then i gave up and decided i did deserve it.
and i once again realizze i didn;t . none does.
i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy
Stay the course!
That is funny, my northern relatives have always called me BJ, so it works! 
