B_Chickle01
Songster
Later into the afternoon we lost yet another baby. Mimicking exactly what happened with another one of our babies several months back..lethargic found her knocked down lying on her side getting stepped on by others.. after doing all i could possibly think of to no prevail she started struggling to breathe... and it was just awful..I read the humane thing to do would be to cull a chick as sick as she was after coming to the realization she wasn’t coming back from this. I am just so crushed I’m really struggling with the fact that I made that decision to hurt an innocent animal.. I can’t even sleep because I can’t stop thinking of it and if she was scared or felt pain. I only had her for a day and a half but I loved her instantly. This years experience in expanding my flock has been the worst. I’m to the point I am so heartbroken I am afraid to even raise more chicks. How do any of you who’ve been doing this a long time get past this stuff and not allow it to keep you from raising more?