We Quit Cigarettes

[Kiki]

Surprisingly I'm doing really well with my eating.
This week is the week that I normally eat the most junk food.
I haven't eaten any yet.

I think this protein kick/actually eating three meals thing that I'm on is curbing my snacking appetite.

I am almost positive I will never smoke a cigarette again.
I am 100% positive I will not get fat.

@RoosterML had no clue who he was betting.
That'll teach him.

 

[sdm111]

Also honestly I don’t really get you guys because everyone always says I need to get off my phone or try to find a job or do this or that but then I finally do and am finally trying for the first time in forever and it’s never enough because I should be doing more. Doesn’t count because I should already be doing it. No point in a job contest or in searching because I am going to lose/never actually going to get one, etc... tbh it makes me not even want to bother trying sometimes because it’s not going to be good enough anyway. I know none of you mean it that way or whatever but it’s just a bit discouraging nonetheless. But regardless, I AM still trying and doing stuff and I’m not going to stop because of it or whatever. I’m doing better than I have in a long time.

Its cause we been reading the same thing for a year or 2. And to be honest nothing actually happens. A couple years ago we were encouraging and all for it. you have not proved yourself at all. Have you? And I mean stuff that really happened that you said you were going to do

 

[Meg-in-MT]

Also honestly I don’t really get you guys because everyone always says I need to get off my phone or try to find a job or do this or that but then I finally do and am finally trying for the first time in forever and it’s never enough because I should be doing more. Doesn’t count because I should already be doing it. No point in a job contest or in searching because I am going to lose/never actually going to get one, etc... tbh it makes me not even want to bother trying sometimes because it’s not going to be good enough anyway. I know none of you mean it that way or whatever but it’s just a bit discouraging nonetheless. But regardless, I AM still trying and doing stuff and I’m not going to stop because of it or whatever. I’m doing better than I have in a long time.

You have to do these things for you, Kelsey. Not because someone is giving you a pat on the back. Be happy with yourself for all that you did today, but keeping doing it. A step in the right direction is a good step... But it's only one. Maybe making a list of goals might help you along the way. What you want to do this week, what you want to have done in a month, etc.

 

[Kiki]

Its cause we been reading the same thing for a year or 2. And to be honest nothing actually happens. A couple years ago we were encouraging and all for it. you have not proved yourself at all. Have you? And I mean stuff that really happened that you said you were going to do

This Kelsey.

You constantly say you are going to do something.

Just do it.

 

[sdm111]

And I mean real world adult life not cleaning your room

 

[21hens-incharge]

every list I make ends up with more than can be physically done in a day. it gets overwhelming.

 

[Kiki]

every list I make ends up with more than can be physically done in a day. it gets overwhelming.

As long as you're marking things off of your list each day then it's okay.

But list rules are different for each person. profect manager

If you normally wake up and pee, brush your teeth and take care of your animals then you don't get the option of putting that on your list.

 

[Kiki]

Also honestly I don’t really get you guys because everyone always says I need to get off my phone or try to find a job or do this or that but then I finally do and am finally trying for the first time in forever and it’s never enough because I should be doing more. Doesn’t count because I should already be doing it. No point in a job contest or in searching because I am going to lose/never actually going to get one, etc... tbh it makes me not even want to bother trying sometimes because it’s not going to be good enough anyway. I know none of you mean it that way or whatever but it’s just a bit discouraging nonetheless. But regardless, I AM still trying and doing stuff and I’m not going to stop because of it or whatever. I’m doing better than I have in a long time.

Snap out of it.
Stop quitting before you even start.

 

[Tesumph]

Also honestly I don’t really get you guys because everyone always says I need to get off my phone or try to find a job or do this or that but then I finally do and am finally trying for the first time in forever and it’s never enough because I should be doing more. Doesn’t count because I should already be doing it. No point in a job contest or in searching because I am going to lose/never actually going to get one, etc... tbh it makes me not even want to bother trying sometimes because it’s not going to be good enough anyway. I know none of you mean it that way or whatever but it’s just a bit discouraging nonetheless. But regardless, I AM still trying and doing stuff and I’m not going to stop because of it or whatever. I’m doing better than I have in a long time.

I love you Pdog but you're constantly telling on yourself.
If I posted every self pitiful thought I had and every day I wasted, I think everyone would be on my ass too (and probably very sick of me). I've shared more in this thread than anywhere else and it's still a bit much for me. I delete about 1/4 of the posts I write out.
It's hard to watch someone with so much potential just kinda sit around and watch life go by. And yes, that sentence applies to me too. But I don't tell on myself.

 

[Kiki]

I love you Pdog but you're constantly telling on yourself.
If I posted every self pitiful thought I had and every day I wasted, I think everyone would be on my ass too (and probably very sick of me). I've shared more in this thread than anywhere else and it's still a bit much for me. I delete about 1/4 of the posts I write out.
It's hard to watch someone with so much potential just kinda sit around and watch life to by. And yes, that sentence applies to me too. But I don't tell on myself.

You are actually close enough that I would drive to your house and choke you in person.