Those should all help you. Detoxing really sucks when it's from drugs

you'll make it through it, you're strong enough.
I will tell you everything a friend I love dearly was on and he detoxed, it was truly hard to watch but I was there every step of the way... Heroin, methadone, cocaine, pills (any kind he could get), and alcohol. When he met me he wanted to stop and reached out to me to help, I'm not sure why he thought I could but I did. He's 6 years sober and he remembers every moment now. He cried on his last vacation because he remembered it... He never remembered them before he can't even tell you where he vacationed 6 years ago.
He has a wife and two kids now