Ouch, sorry. Been there done that. I'm lucky enough to ask my DH to do it for me now but even he had a hard time with the last one who's writing was on the wall.I culled the one lavender Ameraucana on Saturday. I'm not as think skinned as I once was. Was fine about it for like 30mins the got dizzy and moody. Still a bit effected by it today but it needed to be done and was better than the alternative if it was allowed to keep on going.
Other than that every day I spend the evening with them the 4 that think I'm the greatest thing ever fly up and purch on me. Snuggle into my hair and trill at me. This makes me feel good and loved by these birds.
I would feel better if I could just inject my terminally sick so they just went to sleep...
