The ammonia buildup isn’t worth keeping them in the horse trough, but we’ll grow them up and add them to our already large goldfish/koi hybrid group assuming they live long enough.
We’re going to get them a little tank tomorrow since we don’t have one on hand. They’re living in a water pitcher for now.
I think we’re all aware of and embrace your verbal diarrhea at this point, K.Like Urs said, this should be a safe place for us loony chicken folk to rant.
As for being vague, I think more people know what you mean than you give us credit for haha. Regardless, 5 years is a long time for any sort of personal goal and you should be insanely proud of yourself. I know I am.
I appreciate that. 
and you guys are right and I think it is safe and actually I think I feel most comfortable or safe or whatever with you guys here than with anyone or anywhere else on the site except my one other best friend on here. So I know you all are really great. I was just being really hard on myself yesterday. Idk why. But it hasn’t really been the best few days anyway and I haven’t really been sleeping so I think that’s why. Sorry for being such a negative nilly yesterday. 
But I ended up throwing everything away. Both times. 
but I mean I’ve had the thoughts pass through occasionally or even sometimes kind of a lot over the years but normally I never actually want to and definitely never try to. idk what’s gotten into me lately. But I seriously almost ruined 5 years. I was very close. But I resisted some very strong urges twice in one day and now today I feel much better and very glad I did.
Happy Memorial Day!
Haven’t been around much lately.
Friday was my brother’s last day of school so I took him to a trampoline park and we had fun. Then tonight the family all went to the carnival and where I got to re-live the small town feel of a fair, and we won two goldfish.
We were supposed to spend this weekend with family from Kansas and East Texas but the all of our Kansas family got flooded, and so we called it off.
Still had a great weekend though!
Carnival pictures! I took more but don’t want to flood the page.
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Be careful with fair goldfish, make sure they are quarantined for a while before you introduce them to your fish. I lost my goldfish that was over 2 years old because the fair fish I added to the tank had something. Then I lost the fair fish a few days later.The ammonia buildup isn’t worth keeping them in the horse trough, but we’ll grow them up and add them to our already large goldfish/koi hybrid group assuming they live long enough.
They won’t be added to our group for a long time. Our big group fish are over 15” in length, these little guys are maybe 3”.
Since the hen decided to sit on eggs, you can't be held responsible for that!!!! It's the hen's fault.
Yes. But we have another cow with a calf born with a crooked leg..wobbly knee. Had to bring them up and splint the calf's leg. She is a mature cow with a huge milk bag. We are letting Itsy Bitsy suckle this cow in the morning as well as her mother and at 1pm. Then she gets her mother and a bottle at night. We put both moms in the squeeze chute with a bucket of feed. Little momma is making more milk, but still kicks off her baby for now...it is a learning curve.
Less sleep than normal always make me off my game.Thank you! I appreciate this.
I don’t think you’re wrong.
I’ve just been extra hard on myself lately and also have been having some issues the last few days so I think I’m just not in the best state mentally and a little more anxious and/or paranoid than usual.
Thank you...we are fine. The storm that hit El Reno tracked thru OKC and over our property in Prague... knocked down few huge trees.@NanaKat! I was thinking of ya'll this morning. I saw that OK got blasted with some more tornadoes. That a hotel got leveled (their word, not mine) and that there are fatalities this time around. I hope ya'll are ok!
No...not your fault. You are not doing the incubating.
