@Goosebaby thank you for your support - do you remember my boys were in the national newspaper a few weeks ago? (They even made some foreign articles online too) I went back to the press agency which published it with these new events and they will be running a story tomorrow; in all honesty, i don't think that it will help me at all but im just looking for something.. anything at the moment...i think i should be able to visit them at the new place but its not the same....i would understand a little better if they were just "livestock" but theyre pets which have made a bond with me and I them.