I feel like this is a long winded explanation to just say, no I don't have a good explanation and I'm not here in good faith. The "I CAN do this so I WILL" argument is so weak.. just because you can do something doesn't mean you should or it's a good thing to do. I think it's completely fair to ask you why you're here when this is a thread specifically FOR non religious folks to talk to eachother, maybe you are non religious but so far I'm not sure. Seems like from the little ive seen you may not be.
edit; also for the second time I didn't call you a boomer.. but if the shoe fits