That's a good story! I had almost the same problem! I was so depressed and lonely due to the pandemic situation. I moved to another state - found a job. And them - pandemic began. I lost my job. I had no friends. I always wanted to live on a farm - and I love chickens! I didn't know what to do. I found online therapy providers here drmental.org and decided to give it a try. And my new psychologist said: do what you like - and you will be happy. And it inspired me! I found a job on a farm! And now I'm really happy here. Btw I have master's degree in computer science.