Lol I think you're right. First time I seen it in a couple of weeks. Seriously I'm just going through some things right now. I go through days like this from time to time. All the meds I'm on just to keep me from so much pain don't seem to help some Times. Well most of the time really. I hate taking meds. Just gets depressing when there's finally a pretty day and I'm stuck in the house because of my condition. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I just hate hurting all the time and going through depression. I miss my job and can't do nothing about it. I don't know why but I feel like I've let everyone down and just a burden. Not just on byc at home too. I can't explain why I feel like that. I built cabinets from 1997 till 2013 and was pretty good at it. Now I can't do much of nothing. I'm glad that I have help with the chickens but I want to do it all myself. Just 10 years ago I would've been able to do it. Oh well enough blabbering. Sorry about all of the negativity. I will get through this. I always do. I am thankful for everyone on here. Y'all do help me through my depression. I'm very sorry. I get like this sometimes and just don't know why. Feel like I'm going crazy sometimes
