grannys gone and done it

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Lol I think you're right. First time I seen it in a couple of weeks. Seriously I'm just going through some things right now. I go through days like this from time to time. All the meds I'm on just to keep me from so much pain don't seem to help some Times. Well most of the time really. I hate taking meds. Just gets depressing when there's finally a pretty day and I'm stuck in the house because of my condition. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I just hate hurting all the time and going through depression. I miss my job and can't do nothing about it. I don't know why but I feel like I've let everyone down and just a burden. Not just on byc at home too. I can't explain why I feel like that. I built cabinets from 1997 till 2013 and was pretty good at it. Now I can't do much of nothing. I'm glad that I have help with the chickens but I want to do it all myself. Just 10 years ago I would've been able to do it. Oh well enough blabbering. Sorry about all of the negativity. I will get through this. I always do. I am thankful for everyone on here. Y'all do help me through my depression. I'm very sorry. I get like this sometimes and just don't know why. Feel like I'm going crazy sometimes
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Thanks all of y'all. I really don't mean to drag myself or anyone down. Guess I'm just in a lot of physical and mental pain right now. Tody is just one of those days. I told my grandmother two days before she died that I could tell that she wasn't feeling good. She had gone through the same surgery years before I had mine for this sever spinal stenosis. She looked at me and said, do I look like I feel bad. We were the only ones in the room at the time. She then told me that she tries not to show it and she thought that she hid it well. She did hid it well. She knew that the only reason that I knew was because I was in the same boat as far as the back problems go. My aunt talked to me about this later and said that my grandmother and her talked about my disabilities. She was laying dying and worrying about my handicaps. (I'm an emotional wreck right now. Sorry ) Right now I hurt from missing her and and physical pain. What is wrong with me. I was brought up on my dad's side (his mother) where men don't cry or show their emotions. I just don't know what's going on.
Anyway camping I would do the crochet thing but twist would pick on me lol. Thanks for all of y'all listening to my emotional crazy self. I'll be better. I just get tired of hurting I guess. And I hate depending on others to do things for me . Cp is bothering me today on top of everything else.


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Apparently he "grew up" as a retriever at one of those fancy schmancy hunting things where they pay a lot of money and the ducks are released as you get there? The guy today has had him in big outdoor pens. So he's just a little big and awkward.

I let him off leash while I moved the kennel back inside and he did ok, responded much better to "no!" Then he marked my vacuum cleaner. :/ But I've given him a bath and he's just gorgeous! Once he gets his weight back he's going to be a knock out.

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He is beautiful and I'm sure he will look even more fab once he has some weight on.

Hope your vac cleaned up ok, my Mac had a spell of marking everywhere at one point :sick
 


Well, he can reach the counters from a sitting position. Also he doesn't know to keep his paws down. Also he doesn't understand "no."
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I walked him around the chickens and it was like a toddler in a toy store. No no no no Leave it. No. No. NO!! No. No. No. Leave it. No. No. No no. Nonononono no no NO.

So, we have LOTS of work to do. I feel like I'm in the Princess Diaries and I have to make a pretty dog have good royal manners.

He also jumps. DH has given him six months to break that or he can't stay with us. We had almost 500 kids this summer; a jumping dog is a big no no. Especially a giant jumping dog.

he looks as tall as me,,when i sit in the floor i don't reach the counter..how old is he camping? stay at it you can train him..labs are smart and lovable....
 
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