more bad news. i should just say news, its always bad. i have to make some hard decisions here in a min. i went to the dr. today and i guess my foot is all kinds of messed up. i am not sure of treatment yet but its looking like maybe surgery. even if its not i am still in piss poor shape. one xray and a bunch of diagnoses. arthritis on top of foot, calcification, big heel spur, extra bone in my foot (cause of flatfeet) lol, bursitis, large growth of some sort and suspected tendon separation from wore out bone. i am wearing a breg boot. for those that dont know, it a dangerous contraption you have to were when your foot is broke. it rocks back and forth and is very heavy. throws you off balance. it comes just to my knee and is closed with velcro. it even has an air pump in it. my foot is not used to being held in the "correct" position. it hurts !! now, after all that boohooing i come to my real problem. i have no help. i cant rehome my flock, i am going to have a really hard time feeding them. if i need surgery it will be impossible.