oh granny I so am, and I am sorry. I am also very torn on the little dark cornish bantams I got to eat, I keep procrasting cause they are so little and pretty, the colors are amazing rusty and black and ugghhhh but I cant have so many chickens spec over winter. I could sell them, but I dont really sell anything I grow out, we just eatum.Ill bet money your getting ready to process chickens that I would throw rocks at mine to get yours .