Thanks. It's OK, better than sending off for cremation, will be part of the grieving process that I can 'control'.Art, I feel bad for you having to dig a grave.
Do you plan on getting another dog ?
Nope...(well, never say never)...but, no, I don't want another '3yo' either(exactly!),
and just don't have it in me to be responsible for another beating heart.