It's hard no doubt...
....the 'right thing' and the 'guilts' will tumble about back and forth for days/weeks.
Didn't hit me until the next morning when he wasn't there for the morning cuddle,
then I cried hard off and on all day. Still hits me hard once in while.
Everyone keeps telling me to get another dog, but I don't want to.
'Life without dog' is weird, but simpler too.
Maybe next summer, other issues pending.
....the 'right thing' and the 'guilts' will tumble about back and forth for days/weeks.
Didn't hit me until the next morning when he wasn't there for the morning cuddle,
then I cried hard off and on all day. Still hits me hard once in while.
Everyone keeps telling me to get another dog, but I don't want to.
'Life without dog' is weird, but simpler too.
Maybe next summer, other issues pending.
sorry for your loss, it's hard. Broke my heart the last dog, was 10 years until I got this one...he doesn't have too much longer.