My baby is leaving tomorrow for college . my heart is breaking into and dh doesn't understand. I thought I was going to die last year when oldest dd left for college but I still had my baby with me. now she won't be here and my heart is falling out of my chest. she is 20 she has been at the community college for the past 2 years but she was still at home and I knew she was safe. and that she had plenty to eat and everything. Men just don't understand well at least mine don't. It will just be me and him here now and I am falling apart but don't let her see me crying tomorrow is gonna be so hard saying goodbye to her. Oh man I wish I could just die but I know that I can't.