Pearl honey, it must be past midnight where you are at and you are still stressed. :aww
You need a nice soothing cup of hot tea with a good stiff shot of Jim Beam, and to take a good deep breath. I used to let my dam neighbor dan, get me worked up like this, and it just raised my blood pressure to the point that I was nearly on medication for it, and I was a raging insomniac. I used to grind my teeth at night and obsess about ways to get revenge on him. Now he just amuses me, and it is a game because I realize he a is powerless, pathetic, drunk who is just as miserable as I used to be.
Your children were not harmed, they are safe in their beds. You were angry, but now you need to let that go for the night and you need to relax. I am worried for you. You have a good game plan for tomorrow and all the help you need from a whole message board full of folks wanting to help you. Ball that anger up and toss it in the corner gal, you will live a lot longer. My blood pressure went from 160/100 to 110/70 when I finally threw the ball back to dan, now he is the one with the heart problems.
Your children were not harmed, they are safe in their beds. You were angry, but now you need to let that go for the night and you need to relax. I am worried for you. You have a good game plan for tomorrow and all the help you need from a whole message board full of folks wanting to help you. Ball that anger up and toss it in the corner gal, you will live a lot longer. My blood pressure went from 160/100 to 110/70 when I finally threw the ball back to dan, now he is the one with the heart problems.