Only folks with chickens who select and breed and care for and love them can truly understand.
Thanks to all of you for your caring and compassion.
I knew the risks. I knew it would be a wasted $140+ ($32 for the pre-surgical visit, $100 for the operation, $9 for the meds) if he passed, but I had faith it would work.
Yesterday I only saw him drink the water with the medicine once. He stood upright most of the day. I wish I would have gotten him the scrambled eggs sooner, but it probably wouldn't have made any difference.
I just had something wake me up and whisper to my soul that he was about to go and when I got to him, he had just breathed his last breath. It took me a couple of hours of mourning before I could even come in and post about it.
I haven't slept since 2AM. I'm praying that the only little purebred wheaten chick that hatched for New Years is a roo AND I'm hoping that the blue eggs I got today have a little of Fred in them so that I can get another roo as large and as beautiful as Fred was.
I'll also be setting another 18 eggs from White Mountain Ranch this week, where one of Fred's brothers (a SQ Blue Wheaten) is a daddy so all I can really do now is just look forward with faith in the future.
I've learned that I can't de-crow a roo, and hopefully everyone on BYC will have learned this lesson the easy way from me.
If I knew how to put a chicken under, I have the equipment at work where I think I could actually do the procedure myself... I have the camera, I have the electro-surge instrument... I'd just need to study chicken anatomy to know what the vocal chords looked like.
We live and learn,
Again thanks for your sympathy, it helps to know that folks care.
M