I read this thread shortly after you posted it, having been up all night with my injured dog anyway I just browsed the forums. In all these hours I honestly have not come up with a single thing I could think to say. I figured telling you that I couldn't think of anything to say was at least saying something. I think you are handling this as well as can be expected. I honestly just don't know what else to say that hasn't already been said. Just take care of yourself and know that if you need anything at all, all you have to do is ask and someone will help you. Your family is there with you.