I had exacly the same thing happen when I had my first miscarriage, twins. I thought I was fine. And then one day, I heard a song that did something to me, and I just sat down on the floor and rocked and bawled. I wanted those babies so bad, my arms felt soooo empty. And I haddnt thought about it in months. Then whe I got pregnant the last time, I also had twins again, and when I started stopping, I was sooo scared. We went in and had an ultrasound, and there was one baby, but the other one had died. (That was actually when we found out there was two.) It was not hard that time, I was SO happy that one was OK. But when she was born, it was sad, knowing she should have had a brother or sister with her. You will be OK, it is normal. Also, my SILs midwife told us that the hormones take a LOT longer to leave after a miscarriage, then after a regular pregnancy. So that doesnt help any.