Myself and my friend Bipolarism

[gmendoza]

fortunately I havent had an outbreak since posting this. its been pretty good.Sometimes though I feel that this me is the mean me,then if so, how bad is the worst me inside of me.I dont know.

I quote myself because this past weekend I did have an episode. sorry everyone

threw a chair in the back yard and it broke to millions of pieces.

better now.

 

[oldrooster]

Sir there is nothing to be sorry for, just read the comments and if they make sense to you try them, for the sake of your own health and your families health, we care about each other here and we want you to be the best you can be.

 

[nova022]

The Depression and Bi-polar Support Alliance (DBSA)
www.dbsalliance.org has an excellent website. It is chock full of information on bi-polar and there is an inter-active toolbox that you can use to learn how to live with bi-polar. They also have local chapters in many areas that you can attend for support from others who are bi-polar and can give you understanding and empathy.

 

[gmendoza]

The Depression and Bi-polar Support Alliance (DBSA)
www.dbsalliance.org has an excellent website. It is chock full of information on bi-polar and there is an inter-active toolbox that you can use to learn how to live with bi-polar. They also have local chapters in many areas that you can attend for support from others who are bi-polar and can give you understanding and empathy.

Thank you, but been there,done that.Ive had this for many moons, not just a bipolar noob.

 

[gmendoza]

Had a new episode just at lunch today, but it wasn't my fault.

some jerk ate my lunch. I had it in the fridge here at work and im coming around the corner to eat my two slices of pizza and there he is. Eating my pizza!!

I confronted him with the nicest of manners and he started shouting at me for blaming him.

I mean there he is, eating my pizza, with my name on the bag.

I went off on him. I told him if these people were not here I would trash him on the spot and said I will report him to human resources for thievery.

now did I deserve this? was I wanting to have an episode? did this come by on my own means?

and then so much for my darling wife says for me to be calm and forget it. Im tired of forgetting it. someone stealing right in front of my eyes, and my own food and practically gloating about stealing from me.

ps. just now the dude came over to apologize and gave me 5.00. I tore it and tossed it in his face.

not doing so hot right now, but liking the look he had...haha... thief.

 

[sourland]

Gman, make some Ex lax brownies and hope that he steals them. My father did that to some guy who was stealing his lunch daily. Be peaceful - you've learned a lesson - the guy is a thief.

 

[JustAChickenLittle&More]

Hi

Its really something how people seem to meet . I suffer from Panic and Anxiety. I have had it for a very long time, but it really showed its ugly head in 2006 at one of the HAPPIEST times of my life. Go figure. However, with me things usually happen for a reason. Panic was no exception. It was devastating back in 2006, and then I lost my mom, and 8 months later I lost my daughter. She was 18 years old. She died in a car accident.

However, two years later, after reading the bible cover to cover, and not caring about anything. I finally picked up my granny panties, and started to live again. I began writing about Panic and Anxiety, and similar disorders. Yesterday that book was published and placed on Amazon.com The title is Panic and Anxiety; through the sufferers' eyes. I am hoping that this book will help many people like you and me. These disorders are so confusing, and they have a mind of their own. Nobody really knows what it is like unless they experience it. Even the doctors! So I'm hoping to attract some families, friends, bosses, etc., so they can start understanding that we are not crazy, we just suffer from a disorder with a mind of its own. If Life hands you lemons, theres always more room for more Lemonade. God bless!

 

[gmendoza]

Well I got my veterans benefit acceptance letter and I am getting my meds from the government. Also I will be attending some mental doctors sessions to curb my bipolar incidents and some long lasting stuff to get off my chest.

Cant really say im on the road to recovery because you cant recover from bipolarism, but im on the path to seek medical and mental help.

 

[sourland]

Gman, well done and great news.

 

[TXchickmum]

Gman, well done and great news.

X2

My precious big brother was diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder - Bipolar Type twenty-one years ago. It has been a journey for him and our family. He does so very well, and takes three separate medications. He has experienced ups, downs, and everything in between.....but has managed and learned to manage over these years. He is a joy and a wonderful human being. -am so thankful for him each and every day! -best big bro in this world.

-all of my warmest wishes to you and your family as you journey along. -hope that you receive all of the care that you need, and the support as well. Blessings.....