hi. i have been with my girfriend for 10 years we got along great for the first 3 years . but has gone down hill since . i have left probably 6 times in the past ten years but always find my way back to her. it is her house everything is hers as she got it before i met her. i work most of the year with 2 months ff in the winter because of layoff that time of year. i pay her mortgage and power bill and other odds and ends. she tells me she wants me to move out all the time when shes gets in a bad mood she says she cant stand me doesnt want me to touch her never wants to be held. thats all i ever wanted was to be able to feel loved and feel close to her. but she doesnt want that. about 2 years ago i left her for 2 months and was seeing someone else i never did anything with the other girl until i was out of her house but because i talked to this other girl behind her back when i was with her she calls it cheating how is talking cheating. anyway after 2 months with the other girl i came back to my girlfriend the first year back was ok but now its getting worse again. she also has a12 year old daughter wich i raised sinc she was 2 . and now i get a attitude from her because she sses her mothers attitude towards me. i know i should just leave and get on with my life . i would have to get rid of my chickens because i wont be able to find a place to take them with me since i have bad credit and wont be able to buy a house. i guess i will just have to start over . my girlfriend never has anything to do with my chickens anyway . i just need to find someone who likes my hobbys i guess. sorry for babbling on about my problems.