Im sorry for your Pain...while as DH says, they are only chickens...we do get attached, and yes it does affects us. The problem comes when we start taking care of them, especially when they are sick!...we tend to them, and get close to them..when they need to be put down. It hurts us, and we want to find the less traumatic way for the poor baby.
I understand how you feel, my first hatch, I babied a chick...talked to it daily and I then saw it was suffering that was killing me to see it suffering so I told DH to just do what had to be done. My god!!! I was so angry I was surprised at my feelings, how I reacted. Of course a knife was used to do it quick, decap the poor baby. DH then wrapped it and put it in the trash.....I was so angry at how it was done, I was angry at DH...didnt want to talk, wanted to know how you could do it like that!!! what is wrong with you?... I cried and cried for my poor Fighter, that was its name.
2nd time, I knew how it was going to go, so I left the house and didnt want to know at all..everyone in byc said ITS PART OF THE JOB, SUCK IT UP...sorry it was hard on me...
I was then given this site by a byc'er...I havent used it, it still hard for me to handle this part of it, and IM A LICENSES MEDIC!!! I see things like this daily, death....
http://www.alysion.org/euthanasia/ it has pictures, no pets just how to...
Again my heart goes out to you...take care.
I understand how you feel, my first hatch, I babied a chick...talked to it daily and I then saw it was suffering that was killing me to see it suffering so I told DH to just do what had to be done. My god!!! I was so angry I was surprised at my feelings, how I reacted. Of course a knife was used to do it quick, decap the poor baby. DH then wrapped it and put it in the trash.....I was so angry at how it was done, I was angry at DH...didnt want to talk, wanted to know how you could do it like that!!! what is wrong with you?... I cried and cried for my poor Fighter, that was its name.
2nd time, I knew how it was going to go, so I left the house and didnt want to know at all..everyone in byc said ITS PART OF THE JOB, SUCK IT UP...sorry it was hard on me...
I was then given this site by a byc'er...I havent used it, it still hard for me to handle this part of it, and IM A LICENSES MEDIC!!! I see things like this daily, death....
http://www.alysion.org/euthanasia/ it has pictures, no pets just how to...
Again my heart goes out to you...take care.