Hi NY Chicken Lovers,
Only you guys will understand my pain right now. I am so ****** at myself for not listening to my hen last night when she sat on my lap and didn't want to go into the coop to roost. I thought she was just acting weird and carried her into the coop to roost. This morning she was very lethargic and didn't want to leave the coop. I finally figured out that she had a sour crop and I was trying to treat her but she was too far gone and she just past away a couple of minutes ago. This is my first chicken to die on me and I am so ****** at myself right now. It was because I didn't stop to see why she wanted to be on my lap last night that neglected getting her treated sooner. The idea that I caused an animal to suffer and die is killing me right now. She is still in my living room where I thought she would spend the night.
I know I'm being a big baby right now but only you guys would understand.
I'm so sorry for your lost you can't play the what if game, like I tell my son, you can only learn. It's always hard losing one.