I'll start by saying I didn't read the whole thread yet AND I respect each persons choice even when it makes zero sense to me.. BUT more importantly my journey is ever changing and ongoing and I hope yours is too.
I started out eating only boneless, skinless, breast.. before keeping chickens. Appalled by the thought of tearing flesh from bones with my teeth or having to spit out tendons or whatever grossness is in drumsticks.. and the disgusting under cooked bleeding uhhh on the plate.. Yes you eat first with your eyes and second apparently I haven't been hungry enough in life to disregard certain textures... jello being one that never floated my boat any more than gristle.. I'm a self proclaimed texture fanatic. Some things feel pretty cool, just not in my mouth.
When I started keeping chickens, I never thought about eating my own but still ate whatever. Then after moving to the country where I could have roosters and saw too many factory farm videos.. thought raising my own food might be good choice.. and it WAS! I've raised and humanely processed my share of heritage breed standard and bantam fowl.. messing up plenty wondering if I too would become vegetarian or vegan.
Alas.
keeping chickens.. as a meat source.. is ONE thing folks who care about the animals lives can do.. It's NOT cheap(er), NOR is it easy.
Chickens AS a meat source.. is it viable.. for the Earth.. in the manner we consume meat in America.. NOT for long.. it is not sustainable AT all!
I feel zero guilt for harvesting my birds but have mourned some of their passing... as
individuals.
I have teetered between vegetarian, humane, pasture raised blah blah.. to only gonna eat chicken if it's MINE.. Or also only what we can catch/hunt/fish.. Turns out reality is wildlife don't get the easy route over farmed animals..
To realizing the only reason I eat meat is because I was taught to and it's been deep ingrained for 40+ years as a lifestyle and as a creature of habit indoctrinated to thinking eating some animals is okay but others is not.. ehh, I'm not so sure! I think they are all the same.. And if I'm gonna eat a chicken or a cow or a pig .. why not a human or a dog or a horse or cat?!
Please note that I feel knowledge is fatal to ignorance.. I DO have 2 pet mini pigs.. and after saying goodbye to my canine friend recently.. question MY own place, actions, and thoughts.. And also learning to accept that I cannot control another's.. so it doesn't haunt me or cause me to spew judgement at others.
My husband is first generation Korean American.. who despises his paternal grandparent.. and says even in Korea where they eat dogs.. they do NOT eat their pets...
This makes clear for me that one mans pet is another mans food.. and vice versa.. The line is very blurry.. I mean it's clear when all is good.. but what happens if crud hits the fan?
In other words.. no matter how an animal is raised or harvested.. I'm not sure that
I should be eating it, since I feel they are ALL individuals.. And if I'm not that fond of meat textures anyways.. I don't have to duplicate what my ancestors have done.
I like raising the animals more than eating the eggs too.. I value eggs highest in cakes and cookies.
Overall chicken is a meat that's easy to flavor and work with.. If human population wasn't on a never ending uptick and folks would curb their consumption expectations it could be bit
more sustainable.
Since keeping chickens, especially for meat.. my overall meat consumption has scaled back in all areas including beef, pork, fish, etc.
I guess I see it as a complicated matter that doesn't have a one fits all solution.
So glad for the BYC community that grows together!
